state of mind: intoxicated - one stella artois. a couple more to alcoholism. wheeee..
you had me at "hello"
to you, hopefully everything i can't say over the phone gets translated fairly effectively here. i understand every word you said, as much as it may not appear so to you. i also respect what you said, and am glad you're happy enough. i guess, just remember, we all have a past, but we also all have to learn to live with it and accept it as what has past, than let our past (bitter or sweet) cast a shadow into our futures. however, just because i just typed this whole cliche, it doesn't mean i'm insinuating anything. i can't just go like someone else. my heart wasn't wired to do that..and frankly..i don't wish for it to ever develop the strength or cowardice (depending on perspective) to just move on sooooo quickly. or to forget how to just fall freely (as much as this may not always be the best feeling in the world). remember i told you abt my friend psychoanalysing me? it's true, i don't give my heart willingly. yet strangely, here it is for you.
those stumbling words that told you what my heart meant.
gave it some thought (after telling you so many i don't know's), and here's the main reason i like you..
you make me happy. whether it's talking on the phone seriously, less seriously, talking in class about whatever it is in alcohol that makes me stupid, talking over not-so-no-nut choc chip cookies, just talking basically. how easily the conversation generally flows...unless of course, we start talking about all things awkward. but aiya..that's settled. i'll figure some way out...i usually manage to. my stubborn-ness works both for and against me..i think it might depend on my mood! haha..so yea..you continue being happy enough, and work towards being very happy for a nice looong period of time! happy enough isn't really enough for long right? well..anytime you need someone to gripe to...there's me who'll gladly listen and talk. (:
hmm..a little qn though, how about a no-strings-attached (birthday) morning spent sailing? please?
anyway...i do hope you read this..and like i mentioned, i don't think anything i just said has the potential to shock! (:
i don't particularly know how to end of the post. guess a fullstop would suffice? it's ok if the fullstop's in the middle of nowhere.
